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novembre 4e, 2008
11:21 pm
OBAMAAA OBAMAAAAA! AYE AYE AYE! OBAAAMAMAMAMAMAAAAA!!!!!
YES WE CAN! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
EVERYBODY GET NAKED! WOOOOO!!!!!
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mai 29e, 2008
09:30 pm - At this point
Saying sorry just makes it worse.
I can't erase the past semester of my life, and neither can you.
I've never been treated like this by someone I loved so much.
But why do I still feel like I love him, or at least want to be with him?
Maybe it's my desire to make everything I do work out. Maybe.
You broke my heart and ran- it's just not fair.
I just hope this comes back to you.
Pulling away is just too much for me to be alone with.
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mai 21e, 2008
10:08 am - It really stinks
It really sucks when the person you've been in love with (and in a relationship no less) turns around and tells you that he doesn't really "love you" but only likes you enough to "keep you around."
I don't want to see other people this summer. He's gone for three months. Who knows who he's going to fuck.
It really sucks.
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avril 15e, 2008
12:21 pm - Pew Pew Pew!
Oh golly it's that time of the semester when things are beginning to win down.
I'll be in Marin for most of the summer :/. But at least there is money involved (NOT Double Rainbow money)and plenty of summer birds to identify and write down in ye olde Sibley's.
Here's my schedule for the fall semester:
Wildlife 301
Wildlife 244
Wildlife 480
Chem 109
Calculus 105
Advanced Yoga
It's 15 units, believe it or not... 2 classes with Labs. How did this work out???
And hopefully getting a house with Emmy and Martina!
Nyoka will be one happy snakey-snoo.
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mars 30e, 2008
02:24 pm
Folks,
I have re-discovered the magic of... the disposable camera.
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mars 26e, 2008
12:43 pm - hey guess what, bitches?
Well I'm back from Colorado (and Nevada, Utah, Wyoming, Arizona and New Mexico) and I must say it was a hell of a trip.
Humboldt State took 2nd place in the quizbowl championship, which is complete bullshit, by the way.
At the very last second, the judge threw out a question that would have won us the game because he didn't like the question. We got it right, too! Bastard...
SO in short, we should have won to Idaho State, but what's done is done.
In other news, a bunch of people from HSU got awards for the photography contest annnddd...
I won first place in the speech competition!
Open Field Coursing and I win the game!
Too bad I was out looking for Big Horn Sheep when they announced it at the banquet... :/
But I got there afterwards and was like "Forgive me! I like Sheeeeep!" so it was cool...
The other people who did speeches were these two seniors from Idaho, Leslie from HSU, this Mormon chick from Utah who was kind of weird and this guy from El Salvador.
It was a good day. I won a painting, even! But I can't figure out what it's of....
Also, the night after the quizbowl, all the schools got together and did
A) an animal call contest (make animal noises)
B) an animal behavior contest
The wildlife major is a very male-dominated thing, so I thought it only necessary to show some female wildlife skill. And what better way to do that than with Opossum noises!
Take that, Elk mating calls!
The very VERY long (and hot) drive back was nice, and at one point, we were almost at the border (Leah)!
What a glorious break it was...
Now it's back to work and over the summer, I've FINALLY been offered a paying job ($12 an hour) as a camp assistant for WildCare. Let's hope it works out!
The rest of my afternoon will be spent contemplating wether or not to go get all of my pictures developed at Longs because of the on-again off-again-I'm a pain in the ass weather we're having right now.
Until then, it's a delicious burrito from the Depot and Scrubs. Mew!
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mars 12e, 2008
10:57 am
Post post post
Time for spring break to begin!
Off to Reno... Then across Nevada, Utah, up to Wyoming, down to Colorado (Fort Collins) where the wildlife conference/quizbowl will be held, then down to New Mexico, across New Mexico, across Arizona, up to Joshua Tree then back up through the rest of California to Arcata.
Yipes!
Joni Mitchell is required on this trip, just so I can hear her hit the really high notes during "California."
Oooohhhh CaliFORNiaaaaaa comin' hoooome... Gonna make me feel good rock n' roll band, I'm your biggest fan, California, I'm comin' hooooomeeee.
Sing it, Joni
Hope everyone has a great spring break!
-Shmaitlyn
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janvier 28e, 2008
04:09 pm
Oh Lordy Lou...
Classes revised!
Math 115 (MTWF)
NRPI 105 (MWF)
Women's Studies (T,R)
Wildlife 111 (F)
Wildlife 480 (T,R)
Logic (T,R)
And wildlife coffee table.
18.5 units.
Fuck.
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janvier 15e, 2008
09:02 pm
Man oh man...
I am still in Marin. As much as I love it here, I can't stand it for more than a few weeks.
Jay left for Mexico and I haven't talked to him since Sunday due to lack of service... And being in a different country. Camping. In the desert. Looking for birds and bugs.
So, to clear my mind I started doing Bikram yoga, the most torturous of yogas... The again I've never experienced pregnant yoga (yuk).
Being in a 110 degree room bending and twisting for an hour and a half honestly feels great. While you're in there, you want nothing more than to leave and never come back, but once you're out, there's a strange compelling feeling to go back- to bend yourself even more. It's a great feeling and something I feel everyone should try at least once.
Sure, by the end of the class it looks like you've just emerged from a swimming pool and your eyes are sunken and your hair is shit, but it's worth it...
School starts again on Monday and it's got me a little bit nervous, but I get to see Tawny, Abbey, Krystal, Kirby, Matt, Richard, Maddy and everyone else I love seeing every day, and that makes everything seem so much better.
And of course, my Jay- my Shmay, my shnoosh, my shnook, my darling... I love being with him and I feel like I can't wait until Saturday to see and talk to him again.
I hope everyone's doing well back in school and that settling back in wasn't too stressful and that everyone's having a great start to the semester. : )
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décembre 26e, 2007
07:36 pm
I don't think it's seasonal depression but ever since Jay left, I've been caught in this slump of depression.
I don't know if it's the anxiety flaring up or what but I'm so sick of feeling like this.
Whatever it is- I'm caught in a baaaad place. So many horrible thoughts- I can't even sleep in my own room because I see it as a home for all of my anxiety. My bed, where I'd lie awake thinking about all of the terrible things that could happen to me and if I'd even live past age 20.
I know it's useless to worry, but it's the only thing I'm good at when there's nothing else to do.
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